| Location | Roehampton,london |
| Age | 20 years |
| Date of Birth | 4/1980 |
| Date of Death | 12/2000 |
| Visitors | 1,648 since 23/03/2007 |
| Creator |
nicola hewitt
aged 20
roehampton
organ failure
my best friend.
nicola was one of them people who everyone loved, not one person had a bad word to say about her.she was the typical teenager who changed her hairstyle n colour as often as one person has hot dinners!when we were in primary school together we decided to become blood sisters, so i used a compass n nic bottled it by picking her scab!!!!
remember when we use to listen to ur dirty dancing record?i really thought we could sing lol.
oh u loved clubbin, ur mum used to do the doors on some brilliant clubs as well as ur stepdad, so we could always get in for nothing.
remember how u didnt give a ??? wot people thought when u dressed to the nines?u woz even proud to flash ur huge scar on ur belly saying it looked like the merc sign.
babe u woz in so much pain but u never let it show,i even said u were lookin like la la when u started to turn yellow,it was u gettin seriously ill.u suffered so much but it was a shock to everyone when u were put in ur coma.
the worst time of my life was seeing you there, covered in tubes willing u to open ur eyes....i asked u to let me know that u could hear me n ur hand tightened around mine.a reflex? i dont wana believe that.
when i left that evening i told brad to place the hospital blanket between ur fingers as thats how u liked to sleep(oh the times u kept me awake when we had sleep overs, u twitchin the covers in ur fingers)
nic, it hurts so much.u were too young.
u died just 13 months after ur mum.again she was taken too young,u didnt want to live without her but i didnt think god would of taken another beautiful angel so soon.
i walk down the road n sometimes think i see you, but its always someone else...just for a few seconds i pretend its u...
one day we will meet untill then, keep partying up in the great nightclub in the sky...i love u sis.............ur big sister karina
my Nicky
hey nic's
sorry i haven't been on here for a long time
but i find it hard writing my feelings down.
just wanted to say your always in my heart and miss you loads. maybe thats why im still single i keep measuring them up against you.and after all this time i thought i found her but she didnt see in me what you could. seems like im destind to be on my own till we meet again
happy 29th birthday and love you
bradley xxx
my best friend
Letter from heaven.
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God
above. Here, there's no more tears of sadness; Here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was
through. God picked me up and hugged me and He said, 'I welcome you.
It's good to have you back again, you were missed while
you were gone. As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man.'
God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to
do. And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night the day's chores put to
flight. God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving
years. Because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry: it does relieve the pain. Remember
there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is
o'er. I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to
climb; But together we can do it by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too;
That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain;
Then you can say to God at night......'My day was not in vain.'
And now I am contented....that my life was worthwhile.
Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low;
Just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street and you've got Me on
your mind; I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go....from that body to be
free. Remember you're not going.....you're coming here to Me.
Never forget you.
As we get older we begin to think of those who we've loved or cared for in our lives, for me the one that sticks out the most is you, thats the kind of impact you had on people. It's strange, i have'nt spoken to you since we were early teenagers, but some of my best memories of childhood revolve around you and i regret we never got the chance to add to those memories, but those i have i will hold dear to my heart untill the day i share them with you again. Gone but not forgotten. I miss you Nic and I'll see you soon. xx
just a little note to say good bye
i never saw ya for years not since we was kids but some how i still miss ya i got tons of memorys from the alton club i still see your brother and sister around maybe next time ill say hello you will always be in my memorys see ya soon R.I.P
inner strength
when all around you is looking grim
and your aching comes from deep within
nobody knows the pain you bare
when your dreams are shattered and you;re in despair
but right behind you, about arm's length
is your guardian angel to give you strength
and about this time, he moves closer to you
placing an arm around your shoulder to help you through
although you cant see him, his presence is known
its that feeling, that you're not alone
your spirits lift, way up on high
and soon you feel like your able to fly
what happened to make you feel like this
a hand on your shoulder, a gentle kiss
your angel steps back, he's now at arms length
he's done his job, he's given you strength
when tomorrow starts without me
When tomorrow starts without me and I`m not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn`t cry, the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things we didn`t get to say.
I know how much you love me, as much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me I know you`ll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me please try to understand,
that an Angel came and called my name and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready, in heaven far above,
and that I`d have to leave behind all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away a tear fell from my eye,
for all the life I`d always thought I didn`t want to die.
I had so much to live for so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday just even for a while,
I`d say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realised that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories would take the place of me.
And when i thought of worldly things I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you and when I did my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when i walked through heaven`s gates I felt so much at home,
When God looked down and smiled at me from his great golden throne.
He said ' This is eternity and all I`ve promised you'.
Today for life on earth is past but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow but today will always last,
and since each day`s the same day there`s no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful so trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things you knew you shouldn`t do,
but you have been forgiven and now at last you`re free.
So won`t you take my hand and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me don`t think we`re far apart,
for every time you think of me I`m right here, in your heart.
its gonna take a while
I sit here alone with so many things I need to say,
If only I could have you for just one more day.
I'd tell you all the things that I wanted you to know,
Then you'd know how I felt before you had to go.
I don't know why things happen or end up like they do,
I'm left here alone, me without you.
Trying to find those memories, the ones that make me smile,
All I can do is cry, I think it's going to take a while.
memory lane
There is a place in every heart,
They call it Memory Lane,
Where thoughts of loved ones lost
Forever will remain.
God made this special place
When He first created man,
For He knew it would be needed,
As part of our life's plan.
He knew when loved ones left us,
We'd need some time to heal,
To come to terms with sorrow
And the loneliness we'd feel.
So when you lose a loved one
And your life is filled with pain,
The comfort of their presence
Will be found in Memory Lane.
one day closer
ONE DAY CLOSER TO YOU
I sometimes ask the Lord
Why he took you before me,
And though he's never answered-
I guess it was meant to be.
I tell myself you're watching,
That you're never really far away,
I sometimes feel the slightest touch
When I bow my head to pray.
I know heaven must have a window
With no curtain to hide the view,
I know you probably stand there often
And watch me missing you.
I know you're helping me to go on,
You're guiding me through the pain,
I somehow sense you're telling me,
There's more sunshine now then rain.
Each new day now dawns with meaning,
Something inside of me rings so true,
Today will slip into yesterday
And I'll be one day closer to you!
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